Size 12

I used to wield my body like a weapon.  My soul was starving, forever fretting and yearning.  I always knew what painful misfortune each little innocent flutter of eyelashes would inflict.  I was a precision instrument.  A whistling arrow.  An inlaid dagger, gilded and ceremoniously deadly.  A noose made of lace, if you’d prefer it.

True love has made me soft and innocuous.  I prefer it to that crazed powerful hunger.

But I look in the mirror and sigh.  I am no longer deadly.  Just a soft woman now.

Harmless as a mouse.